Flat..

I don't know. Like seriously, I just don't know. Yes I'm in love, I really am, I do care, but where are we going at? I just don't know, understand or realize how things could get so awfully wrong. It's like what the fuck. Everything is difficult right now. My dad, my mum, my unexisting brother, my livingsituation, my lovelife. The way I don't speak to anyone anymore because I'm afraid to push them away.. I just.. snap.. seriously.. snap.. so ye. Idk. Maby it's best this way.. call me a coward