I'll be stayin right where I am

So, lot of facts have came up now lately, we all know that. Helly and Fredrik broke up lately, after went Thessa and Fryd, then Gundi og Lini. Lots of break ups, and we all know which direction I am going.. What happened, and why, I'm not gonna sit here at my blog and explane anything, it'd be kinda rude to the persons it involves, which is me, and another one. Who basicly know who he is.. Well case is the new event gave me a seducive feeling of freedom, it's the best thing I've ever done for myself (Sorry) But truth is, I feel free.

I also came to a renewing point of trust yesterday. It has to do with a phonecall including words spoken to me from lips of truth, Sara knows all about that for your curiousity Helene, since the conversation took place in Saras room.

I have also had a vacation week with my mother in oslo, which reminded me of all the sacrifaces we kids do at all time when it comes to our parents. It's a rare experience for me, who're surrounded by so many guards and so many siblings.. After all I had a great time, I bought japanese soda for Helly and pocky for me. I'm saving up to a cosplay and the corset on DC.

Our friends.. Oh, it's all so fucked up, I mean it.. Seriously.. It's FUCKED I noticed now lately.. And I'm taking distance, sorry, but I am. M are going for T.. It's obvious.. I know H* well enough to say.. F is going for S, I know H* well to.. And they should just back of BOTH of them, since T likes someone alse and S is fragile... Well anyway, my head is pretty mixed up theese days, and I need someone around me, but the luggage containing with theese people, who's a person I don't need to see just now.. it pushes me away..