If things were'nt so difficult

"I just want to know who he is"
I understand you, then I don't
What has she to do with it..
Am I t judging?
Or just afraid not to stand up

What if I'm not good enough?
If I just can't be the supportive
If you need someone outide
If this distance is killing us
Should I then come back?
And just don't care about what it'd do to me
Would it change anything at all?

Or am I still just a flaw.. to you..?

I remember the words she said
"It's just us, we can't afford to lose anyone"
What if I'm allready lost
Becaue of my absent?
Then What is left?

Did I choose wrong?