Finally

I'm resting, I feel tired. My back and my feet hurts, but I'm here. Inside I'm trash, I don't remember much, but I'm still hoping that I have someone, someone who cares. I know I have one, but so far away, with a caring family also for me. Thank you for your hospitality. I still wait, unpationantly but for you, it'll allways be there. I guess I just couldn't manage to tell you straight out how you've captured my heart with your soul. You brought back feelings I did no longer think my body were inhabbited of. And thinking that you didn't care back is the easiet way to tell myself that I can live without you. But I get it now, I can't. You opened my iceheart, removed the brick wall who've stood there longer than you can imagine.

I don't wanna talk about what happened. I don't know those last days. I'll just keep the memories and hope that wherever you are and what life you're living in the future, I'm happy for you..